Your Body Tempature [Ado]

 

Every night i crazy hear a song from Ado (J-pop singer). I don't know why but whenever i hear it keep me calm and relax. 

The meaning song:

Those colors shining vividly
Were captured and they ceased moving
Losing them is painful
So I pursued illusions of them

I heard your voice that made me nostalgic
Now it's merely a distant echo
I wish for the warmth of our connected hands
Which conveyed our love

The flowers bloom, the moon turned full
The scene has been repainted again
It was here, your warmth
One day, it'll be forgotten as it turns cold, that's it

I walk down familiar streets alone
Searching for you in places even though you're not there
Beautiful memories flickered
Making me close my eyes

If only my mouth
Cannot change the future
If my outstretched arm is recognized
There will be sorrowful lies once more

Flowers wither, the moon vanishes
Another season has passed away
It was here beside me, your presence
But it has disappeared, as if it wasn't there

We had promised for eternity
When the end of momentum wastes away
When winter ends and spring blooms
When summer sets and autumn sleeps
We'll meet each other agreeably
Is that day even likely to come ?

I have always, always
Wanted to laugh with you

Lonely nights and the mornings, too
Someone repainted me
That is alright, your warmth
When I sleep, it'll soon be forgotten
Good bye, beloved you
Because I can't turn back, I'll disappear

 

Hafizah cover by me

 

Aku tak pasti perlu ke aku kongsi permainan fikiran aku disini. Mungkin aku perlu berhenti seketika tapi sayang, aku perlu menulis supaya aku tak lupa apa yang aku hadap, sakit aku, perit aku.

Aku terpinga-pinga di rumah sendiri seakan akan perkara yang membuntukan aku dan sering menyakitkan kepala aku hilang. Aku tersenyum dapat melarikan diri.

Tapi lama kelamaan perasaan aku koyak dan semakin takut. Tapi aku hiraukan, apa nak ditakutkan? Aku duduk di tempat selamat yang selalu aku jeritkan "AKU NAK BALIK RUMAH!!!"  yang selalu aku idamkan cuti sebulan tanpa berbuat apa-apa. 

Bila aku lihat sesuatu yang buatku kesal dan mensia-siakan masa aku bersama dengan dia. Aku mengeluh dan berharap aku dapat berhenti hidup di depan dia. Aku tak kisah. Aku penat. 

Aku penat.